有人問我... 你的部落格為什麼都這麼憂鬱
他是這樣寫的:

"憂鬱王子和自戀狂好像一點關係也沒有

正再懷疑你一天笑幾次?
Any memories that is enough to make you happy?

You won't want your name to be an equivalent for 'cloudy day', would you?

Smiling will do u good, good day to you
Monsignor Narcissist~ "

我想... 我只能這樣告訢你:

I don't mean to be pessimistic... I was just going thru a bit of a emotional rollercoaster...
I'm not pretending to be happy when I'm truly sad...
I'm not trying to sleep and ignore my feelings when I'm really lying in bed thinking of you...

Yes...

I'm just me...
This guy who doesn't know much... doesn't own much...
Doesn't have much to give except what he truly feels...
A little underachieved, a little goofy,
very emotional, dreamy, helpless,
too full of himself to even think he's the blob...
this guy who thinks he knows you but there's so much more to know....
this guy who's willing to listen to you all night or even cry a little with you before we hold each other to sleep...
This guy whose only way to love - is to bear his heart...

I'm happy because there's you in my life...
Because you make me wanna become a better man...
Because I feel I can have the world if I can have you...

That's how I genuinely feel...

But I know I don't mean, bear the same weight in your heart as you do in mine...
And I know.... that
It is as good as it gets....

Doesn't matter... I'm just happy that I've known you, for the better or worse...
I'm happy that I can still remember the first moment I laid eyes on you...
I'm happy...

And now, at 5:55 I'm hungry...
Wherever you are.... sleep tight...
I'll be thinking of you...
miss you
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